I wish it had been violent, I wish that I had fought. 

I wish I had never been so stupid and taken 16 shots.

I wish I could have justice, that you could feel my pain,

But that will never happen since I never knew your name.

You hurt me in ways I cannot say, you damaged me beyond repair.

I wish for just a moment you could know my despair.

I wish it had been violent so I could say I tried.

But instead I have to sit here while part of me has died.

I was drunk and stupid and my “friend” she didn’t care,

Afterward she told me we would have made a lovely pair.

I want to rant and scream, to kick and punch and cry,

Every time I think of it I wish that I could die.

I wish it was all just go away, I want the memory gone,

Yet I don’t even remember anything before dawn.