I wish it had been violent, I wish that I had fought.
I wish I had never been so stupid and taken 16 shots.
I wish I could have justice, that you could feel my pain,
But that will never happen since I never knew your name.
You hurt me in ways I cannot say, you damaged me beyond repair.
I wish for just a moment you could know my despair.
I wish it had been violent so I could say I tried.
But instead I have to sit here while part of me has died.
I was drunk and stupid and my “friend” she didn’t care,
Afterward she told me we would have made a lovely pair.
I want to rant and scream, to kick and punch and cry,
Every time I think of it I wish that I could die.
I wish it was all just go away, I want the memory gone,
Yet I don’t even remember anything before dawn.